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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
If I call, I know they'll track me and put out a welfare check. I can't allow that. I can't be taken or go to the ER because life doesn't stop because I'm having a hard time. If I'm going to keep living, then I need to take care of life. If I'm not going to keep living, then what's the point of getting help if I don't want it?
It's messed up and I know that, but I can't stop thinking this way.
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Valid points, if you feel so bad what would it matter to get a little help? How's handling it yourself worked out for you? Not trying to be mean but seriously what makes you think things are going to turn around if you don't have the professional guidance and medication to help you around that corner? The good thing about that is once you get around that corner you can fully take the wheel and move forward. Doesn't that sound like something to aim for?