((Hugs)) I totally get it. I've been diagnosed for 12 years and my family just started taking me seriously last year when I lost yet another job and decided to shoot for SSI. Throughout my 20's I was told to "get off your lazy ***", or better yet, "its all in your head" (god I hate that one). Amongst this forum however you will find a lot of support from people that DO get it. I'm very sorry you're going through this.