That's the thing, I had the appointment today and It was completely frustrating.

My body release too much adrenalin lately when triggered, until it wears off, I rest for some minutes, and then the adrenaline shoot again, and wears off, and again...

It is driving me crazy. My psychiatrist says my description of the adrenaline sounds like being manic....

I wanted to try clonidine but he says no no and no. Because he never used it before. First it was a 100% no, then I told him I could find information about it and he agreed about me investigating it and it became a 99,99999% no.

I am annoyed because of his 'no' position when it is about something that severe like the adrenaline's high and lows, and because there is a less harmful than antipsychotic med that can fix it. He could have said he doesn't have experience with it and have to check it first instead of saying NO. It also annoys me I have to make the researche from trustable sources (I am studying pharmacy so it is not the biggest deal but I shouldn't be the one who looks for the best med for my treatment)