Before: Married to the love of my life, had my dream job, great home, very good career prospects, great physical health, I was the envy of many.

After: Getting divorced, lost my job, lost my home, no career prospects at all, had 2 x dvt's thanks to Quetiapine, so no physical fitness at all, Court next month in relation to behaviour whilst manic with a possibility of prison.

BUT, it will not beat me. I've always had a dream to have a boat and explore the world on it, so I'm looking at small sailboats that I can live aboard and then when I'm ready, sail off and have an adventure like I always dreamed. Need to get stable first though, manic me in the middle of the ocean would not be great!