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i remember what it feels like to have that urge. its been so long. i can almost see myself. it almost feels good to have this craving, i dont get it. its like something has been missing.
i havent done anything yet. i have everything thought out in my mind of where things are if it comes to that.
i thought i was done with this
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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