well blue... you are in a spot where its very hard to be alone... you have to share this with someone... if there's no trust with the current contacts, find a new one maybe?
what about an uncle?, out of state? even better maybe, get cross state authorities involved... you've got to get their attention, either the ones around you or somebodies...
there are good people who'll help... especially in this type situation... a minster?, some trusted person in some area in your life must be available...
keep taking those deep breathes... others will have ideas.. give it a little time and think thru...
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