I am constantly on edge. I am stressed and frustrated beyond belief.

I live with people that yell at me, give me evil looks, ignore me, and only talk to me when I have done something wrong. They treat my kids better than me. If I drop a piece of dust they hear it and I get yelled at!!

If I accidentally make a noise I get tense and sign and just want to disappear because I feel like they will yell at me like a child. I am almost 50 going on 10.
I have a stressful job and am constantly under time constraints. I avoid people just so I can get things donE. I am also around alot of people and I hate having them look at me! I want to disappear.
I just want to be left alone and be in quietness. I am completely in noise. noise to drown out people I live with, noise at work. blasting music in car. too much on my mind. kids frustrate me because they wont do their homework but are very smart. could have A's but is failing. they treat me like crap also