thats probably what makes the difference. people who never see how a working relationship is dont know how to be in one. i sabotage my relationships constantly because my mom and dad got divorced when i was 7 and then my dad got divorced from his second wife that he was cheating on when i was 17. so thats the image of relationships that i have. my brother and sister arent any better. im so lucky that my boyfriend puts up with me. thats how i know its love. my ex boyfriends would get so angry with me when i would do stupid things or be in a bad mood for no reason. but jason just sits and waits for me to calm down. and if i dont then he doesnt leave me alone until i talk and then when i do i always feel better.

i think its just harder to believe in it for some people. you got very lucky to have parents who honestly cared about each other. i think i might know 3 people whos parents are still together. and those parents arent genuinely happy. so to me love looks like something you put up with, not something you like to have.

im not sure if im speaking for cyran0 but i definately understand how some people can question it. cause i definately have before and probably will continue to.