Blue, I can tell by how you write that while you're 14 you've been forced to be so much older than that in so many ways. It's unfair, it hurts, and I want so much for you to be free of this situation.

Your caution is understandable but you also need to save yourself and your brother. Seek out resources as you've done here, be quiet and cautious but try to work quickly. Find the move you feel you can make. Find the person you CAN tell and who WILL protect you. I can tell you're smart so be smart about this. Ask the right questions and make your move.

Also remember who you can depend on if things go bad. The police being the obvious one.

Please keep yourself as safe as possible.

Cyran0