thank you all so much for your support and kind words! i'm feeling some better today...further away from the ugliness of childhood.

i'm dealing with majorly high anxiety as there's much going on in my life right now. i need a break from things and i don't see one anytime soon, so until then i'll take good care of self physically and try to grab some time when i can.

the feelings from yesterday are still there, but they're not all consuming. i'm so grateful for the friends i have here that helped calm that little girl for now. it was hard for her to read those kind things...it does not make sense to her.

it's a much calmer day and i thank all of you for your role in that. now, i can deal with the father and other major stressors that need my attention...without losing it.

love to all,

kd