This is absolutely disgusting and disturbing and ridiculous. You deserve all of the help you can get. I'm sorry the system is failing you. I cannot believe the therapist said the story wouldn't hold up in court because you were drinking too. So if someone is drinking they deserve to get sexually assaulted? Their feelings and their rights as human beings are suddenly invalid because of the alcohol in their system? This is so sad. You have my complete and utter sympathy.