I don't know. It's just here with me.
I was asked by my counselor to write a letter of forgiveness. It has come back to me.
It's open to whoever would like to add to it.
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I forgive you for not being what I needed. I know that you both had your issues, but I still needed you and I still needed to know that I was ok and I was safe.
I'm tired of feeling the danger and anxiety. I forgive you for that too. I know that you had your issues and I'm so sorry that you were burdened with that and it bled off onto me.
I just want to heal. I just want to be ok. I just want to be safe and feel it.
I forgive you. Please release me and let me fly.
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning
"Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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