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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
Going to a pdoc is a good thing to do. Going to a therapist to sort your feelings and make a game plan would also be a great help. It's probably better that you not make any major decisions until you've had some treatment. I can feel the pain in your message and what you've said leads me to believe that you'll probably be leaving the marriage but still see a therapist. Everything will be ok. You'll make a decision that is right for you and there will be pros and cons for each decision but you can make your peace with it and move in the right direction...whatever that is. Good luck.
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Thanks so much for the kind words. Honestly in my head I've already tapped out, but my wife is such a good person, she really wants me to be happy but I just find myself wanting more. And I need more because I've struggled my whole entire life, I've never experienced happiness with another person. I really want to come home happy to see my wife and ask her about her day. Is it so bad to want more in life? On the other hand, people might think why would you want to give up your family for something that's wishy washy? Why would I give up a family for your own selfish needs? You have a good wife, she's loyal and caring, how could I do such a thing.
But anyways, I'll be going to the psychiatrist to see if he can fix my mental health issues, which I have a lot of.