I feel that we should have had some talks about that. It was all so sudden. But at that point I couldn't have done more. The words just didn't come out. It was impossible for us to talk then. Now I'm left with the feelings of an unfnished business. But it's locked now, I can't open it up again. I feel that whatever I'd say now, it doesn't matter. It's just so much pain locked inside us after this.