Perna I agree with you! It is our own lives and we should be able to look at things at each and every angle. I know for me, I think I was more scared of the unknown than anything else. Things like how is this going to effect my kids? Are they going to be ok? Are they going to blame me?

It feels good when I get out of bed every morning! I know that we had a setback in the road of life, but it will all be ok!