Hi, I haven't been on here for a while because I can't seem to get outta bed due to my bipolar and ocd. I haven't been able to see a doctor in a few months now and I am not on meds because of this. My medications from b4 are gone and I wasn't ok when I was on them but I am really not ok now that I am on nothing. I am so panicky and very deeply depressed and obsessing like crazy....I feel hopeless and worthless and I literally feel it getting worse day by day. My husband says he doesn't judge me when I am like this but if he didn't then why doesn't he treat me better. I have 2 boys 9 and 11 years old and I love them so much and I love my husband very much but what do you do when you want to die and nobody cares about you! I can't care for myself and have been denied disability and I am in severe pain.
Help if any?
Hopes