So I've been speaking to someone with bipolar for a couple of months now and it all started out great. He's message me constantly- i was surprised by that- and it was all great. i found him to be very sexual, sometimes a bit too much and little little things he's say and do were nnsensical but i brushed it under the carpet presuming he was just drunk texting. He told me he loved me and i started falling for him too...not knowing that he was bipolar and perhaps going through a manic episode due to being awake so late, hypersexuality, nonsensical messages as well as that.

so we were supposed to meet but he made excuses for not doing so and last minute he changed his mind. anyway, this lead into an argument and we hadnt spoken properly in two months and he'd read my messages, ignore and reply two weeks later. He revealed to me that he was bipolar and needed time to think etc, possibly explaining why he went quiet?

I saw that during our break, his dating profile had been slightly altered so he's obviously been on there- despite arguing with me when i was seeing other people before we were officially dating beforehand. we are starting to talk again and even though he said he couldnt see anything with me, he's back to flirting with me, saying thay he's happy i'm, in his life and being sexual again- so i'm presuming he is having episodes of mania again. he texted me the other day saying he would be there for me and wont disappear and he's done just that. he messages really late and the last time he did, he told me he was drunk and started saying that he's happy im in his life. he still wont give an answer for us meeting though.

is his mania in love with me and is he in his 'normal' state when he isnt talking to me? he's on his phone, i know that much for sure but why does he run hot and cold. he said he's scared to message me and he was scared to meet me when he bailed. i always message him so i dont understand why he said he was scared to.

what do i do, i lost so much sleep over him and i cried so much over him. he does mean a lot to me!

king regards x