I dont know where this could best be post but I think this is the most fitted forum

My husband is living in incest with some of his family members while I'm living alone now
I have been married for about a year now to him and I have never told anyone what goes on..

I'm very scared and I cry every day I don't know why this is happening to me and why I'm alone in a home with no money nobody to talk to and nothing but my dog to hold onto at night

When I first met my husband my father had passed I was so in pain I quit my job and stopped going out and stopped doing everyday things altogether
But my husband is older and seemed like he cared about me and wanted to help me get better I would only go out to meet my husband and grab some food then I would go back home. I don't have any siblings and my mother passed away when I was child but my husband said his family would welcome me and then I could have a new family home

But when we married everything changed. My husband who is almost fifty years old was living with his mother and three cousins. I moved in and immediately understood I was not welcome even though before marriage they had smiled in my face and pretended that I was a dear guest in their house

They would listen outside my rooms door they would make jokes about me they even held a meeting about me in the living room while I was in the house telling my husband that I was a crazy ***** etc etc

Then. The worst thing. I walked in on my husband in bed with his niece who is adult. They were not penetrating but she was in a long T-shirt and underpants and my husband only in boxershorts. He did not leave even though he saw me I'm the door. I wanted to throw up but I just frooze. Later I walked in on my husband and his mother in bed together again for no reason nobody was sick everyone has their own room. I just. I can't tell anyone I'm so ashamed meanwhile they all called me crazy. He would leave my bed at night to sneak in to theirs. I know people will think I'm lying because they don't believe this could happen but it did happen this is my life right now

I pressed my husband to move out and he finally gave in and we packed our stuff and left quick after to an apartment where we were going to live together as man and woman. My husband left only after a week where his mother would call him more than twenty times a day so me and him could not have any time together even when we moved.

Now I have been living alone for almost the entire marriage and my husband is living with these sick freaks. He keeps promising we will move in together somewhere else. Now he has found a place but I think the same thing will happen again.
My husband has told me his family kicked him out on the streets as a child and nobody opened a door to let him into their home but today he still wants to be with these people.
I feel my husband took full advantage of me because of my sorrow that I still have from my father's death and all. I don't sleep anymore. I don't care about my life.

Many times I have wanted to end my life cause I know nobody would care.
I have no money he made sure I spended what I had saved with him and I don't have work right now. He only gives me money for food while these people get more of his money than his wife.
He tells me we will have children together but I don't know. My mind doesn't work anymore.

I'm thankfully because he was there for me when my father passed but I don't know why my husband wants his mother and niece sexually but not me. I lost weight for my husband its not enough. Please someone help me out I can't think anymore