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like I'm not manic. I'm low alternating with "revved up" but im not mixed either (yet anyway)
but I'm starting to feel that feeling when the world seems far away. like it is spinning away from me and I can't get a grip on it. I'm moving through it dreamlike and starting to feel stressed and overloaded. starting to feel like I can't handle life again. I don't know what this is I just know when I start losing my grip things don't work out well.
anyone have a clue where this could be heading or do you get like this as well. like starting to feel disjointed and "losing it" but no definable episode
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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