Do you think it is just stress related? I need to keep stress levels down because that is the biggest trigger to episodes for me (when there is a trigger)
I really need to not be working the night shift but I have no choice at this moment
I'm far away but I cant relax either. None of my traditional distressing methods are working..
Idk idk Idk
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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