I forgot to add - in no way are things running smoothly. But I can't let hurt consume my life and stop me from pursuing my life goals and living my life. I've let David know I'm here so if he wants to talk - he can call me. When I first came here - The hurt was overwhelming and i was frantically looking where I could understand what's going on in David's mind and how other loved ones deal with this type of situation and like I said - I was am still hurting however I have to continue on in life and stay strong. My life can and will not stop because david and I separated however I am not going to abandon him.