Oh T. Where was my head at when I sent you that email??? I am not sure why I am uncomfortable reading that back to myself. Maybe it is because I can hear some anger in there and I am really, really not used to hearing that from myself. I might need those bean bags sooner than I thought!!

Please receive it well. I am scared about this and I am not normally scared after I send you emails. I know that the anger wasn't directed at you, and you will probably be glad, if anything, to hear me actually voicing (or wording) my anger/frustration at the people that it belongs to, rather than shoving it all inside me, but I am still scared.

Hoping that you can hear me T.