Thanks for sharing that soma website. It helps me articulate what I was feeling yesterday morning. I thought I was depressed, but what I was feeling was an emptiness.

It was odd, because I had made myself a list of things to do the night before. But the list was the problem. As soon as I revisited the list and saw I could put it aside, I felt better. The thing that I resisted was forcing myself to try to communicate with people "out there" where it didn't feel safe.

Does this make any sense?