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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
I am, again, very sorry. 
Most pdocs have a telephone number where we can call in an emergency.
With your last post, this sounds like an emergency.
If you cannot reach him, can you go to the ER?
I understand you don't want to hurt yourself. Please get to a safe place, where you will be heard and they will help.
Can you go to the ER?
What are your options?
WC |
I can't go to ER. They don't understand CPTSD and trigger me, they always end up thinking I have a personality disorder. My psychiatrist told me to don't go again because it makes me worse, and I don't have a PD acording to my psychiatrist... I don't have anywhere else to go. There is one hospital here with one psych ER and the day hospital my psychiatrist works in and I attend, but it is closed on weekends and my psychiatrist is not there on mondays. I cannot reach or call anyone. I saw my psychiatrist just 7hours ago and he said he couuldn't do more than giving me trazodone. He cannot give me a mood stabilizer on Friday if I won't be monitorized because it will be weekend and the ER works really bad. Maybe he will add it on Tuesday.
I have taken dextromethorphan (to reset my brain, I hope it doesn't cause a serotonin syndrome taken with trazodone) along with prescribed trazodone 200mg, clonazepam 2mg and 75mg pegabalin. I am waiting to fall asleep.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-