So I called the lawyer and have an appt with him next week. I still feel lost right now.

Ok, which feeling lost brings me to this, today my T called me, wanted to know how things were going. I told him about the lawyers, and how I feel lost right now with all this stuff. He then told me he feels just like he had told me on Friday is that, I have always been controlled, always told what to do, from my parents to my brother to my husband, that I have never been able to do for me, someone was always telling me.........it is true, that is probably why I feel so lost right now, I have to make a huge move here, and I am petrified to do it, part of me would rather just close the door to what my husband is doing and just stay. Anyway, he told me that he feels he is also telling me what to do,he doesn't want to be lumped in with those people and I have to be the one to make the decision and make the move, he can't. He said there aren't many choices, your marriage is over, he doesn't want you anymore.....those were his exact words........all I can here right now, is my T telling me he does not want to be like them with me, and that my husband doesn't want me anymore.....nothing else is working at the moment.

I was supposed to see my Trauma T this afternoon and I cancelled on her two hours before the session, right after the call from my T. She called and wants to know what is going on and wants me to reschedule, or she will have to charge me................I am hurt, scared, angry at T, everything......everything.............

Is he totally right..........am I totally on my own right now???????