Recently I had very heavy duty undeniable spiritual experiences. My husband insists they are part of my illness and will go away once I reach my correct medication level. I know without a doubt I was spoken to and that it was real. Coincidence can only explain so much and this was all too correct. I wish I could explain what I was recently told but I don't think I'm suppose to risk it.....it was incredible and explains so much of my life, experiences and a little of my life's purpose. I wish It would keep talking to me and elaborating as I still have so many questions. I don't think anyone but you can judge if it's real or part of the illness. For me it was real, I don't doubt this and don't believe I ever will. It was beautiful and frightening all wrapped into one. I wish I could tell you all about it but like I said, I think it was a personal message intended just for me to know. (((LadyShadow)))