Yeah, I've got a long list of meds that made me worse. Ad's that caused manic type symptoms and several other classes of drugs that made me physically sicker, therefore made my quality of life poorer. I think AP's created a sort of reliance issue for me and made my future psychosis deeper and scary. This all started more than 20 years ago when Prozac and Paxil unleashed a side of me I'd wish I'd never met and caused lifelong consequences. My advise to anyone is to avoid meds unless you really have no other choice. I have no other choice now. I hope you find what works and I'm so sorry about the benzo withdrawal. I've never had to contend with such a thing but I've heard it's horrific and my heart goes out to you.