y'know you guys can call me jess or jessica or any of the other million nicknames i have lol. (jo, josephine, josie, jose.... i dont know where the jo theme came from but it stuck in 7th grade and still hasnt gone away).
yeah i more feel bad rather than light hearted. i feel bad for yelling at him. not that i yelle, but that hes at work until at least 11 p.m. so i have to wait til he get home to talk to him. and ive been waiting so long already. i left at 730 this morning then i get off at 430 and he goes to work at 5 and gets home at 1130. then i have class from 8-6 and he doesnt get home til 8. then thursday i work 730-430 at my first job and 5-10 at my second job. so i basically dont see him until friday.

this happened every week. then saturdays he works 7-3 at one job while i work 10-6 and then he works 5-1130. so when we fight there is only like an hour window to resolve it.