I love to write too, but writing isn't triggering for me because I push myself. I have the problem that once I am stable, I have terrible writer's block and my creativity is just well....gone.

See how you do with a few pages and if it feels like you are going manic again, just stop. Try not to do it all in one sitting as hard as that may be for you. I think we tend to want to finish everything in one shot and that makes us go straight into the mania.

Good luck!