Power came back on a little while ago.

I honestly don't know. I know what I remember but I have a lot of fragmented memories that I'm not sure I even want to know what's behind them, but if I had to give a top three traumas that I think may be part of what makes me struggle the most all are related to my father's verbal abuse of me, and physical abuse of my mom. Then there is stuff I remember that I've never told anyone about. I leaving them off the list, even though they are probably just as bad if not worse than the others.