Hey ((((((((((((Lily)))))))))))))))))
Nice to see you again... wish it was under better circumstances.
Okay, so you did something you regret. You can get through this, get back on the horse and try for a longer time not self-injuring.
I hope your boyfriend understands - I'm sure he cares about you, he's probably just scared because he probably doesn't completely understand. If he notices, try to sit down and talk to him.

I've missed you. Drop me a line, anytime.