I went to my doc today and had a med check and regular, how ya doing? As we were speaking I told her that I am wondering about my coming home most days and retiring to my room for computer, phone, reading. I Have been worried that it's a depression thing. She said that for many years I have been doing for others, and I give all day long. She said if I went home and went to sleep she would be concerned but just having quiet time is good for me and I deserve it. What a relief. She is such a lovely person. Official permission to not feel guilty. I joked with her that if I was asked I would say doc's orders. On another note, FYI. Vit C, 2000 units a day has given me serious tummy pain and heart burn. DUH, figured that one out all by myself. So, no vit c for me for a bit.