i hate my life... this planet sucks...
i suck... im tired of myself...
back and forth... elastic? i think not...

i make myself sick... physically sick
im sick and tired of it all.. reading that BS post makes me want to smack the **** out of myself because if i ever catch myself saying im good i'll kick my own self in the ***...
im so far from good that i cant see the alphabet at all

god this planet sucks... people suffering everywhere... me suffering everywhere... hurting... im so tired of it all...