I know, everyone says you got to tell someone...
But I don't want it to go like it did the last time I told ss, nothing stopped cept now me and my brother are in different homes, away from eachother.
If it would have been as 'easy' as telling ss or the police and they will lock them up so then we wont have to be afraid of them anymore... I'd already done that.
But it's not just a few names i could give and they'd all be in jail its a whole... group.... web... however you want to call that of people... If id put a few in jail, others would just pick up where they'd stopped.
I'm beyond the point though that I really care what happens to me anymore, if it would have been just me... I wouldnt care if they'd kill me or whatever as a revenge. The only reason stopping me from killing myself sometimes is that i'd never do that to my brother.
Sorry.. I guess im not making a whole lot of sense here, but the only thing i care about right now is that they wont hurt my brother..he's only 12..i miss him so much.

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