I had a problem with IP. I used it as an escape from my life. I felt safe and cared for. I also felt like I didn't have to hide how awful I felt. As a result I've been ip 21 times and only about half of them were necessary to keep me safe. Thankfully I have matured and I am more able to stick it out without ip. I have not been ip in two years. That said, if I were to get mixed or psychotic again I would absolutely go. But I won't go for depression anymore. I'll go to the partial care program instead so I can still be there for my son.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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