A couple of weeks ago I was out of my mind manic. I lost the first job I've had in the last seven years, ended up with an emergency appointment with my pdoc and just pretty much lost my mind. The very same night, probably because of the emergency medication changes, I was on my knees hysterical and suicidal. My pdoc sent me to be evaluated where I fudged my evaluation which I do a little too much and got stuck with Iop. So yesterday, I cried all day long, thought of suicide and felt sorry for myself. Medicine changes again? Well then today I've taken 3 Holy Spirit infused showers, contaminated by no one, become the 60's by dancing around and recreating, you guessed it, Woodstock. I would buy the 60's but my husband has shut down both my shopping and my driving and breathing for that gosh darnit. Please someone reset my insane, no really insane, mind or at least ****ing dance with me. Where should we fly?