T,

I was going to write you another message. Part of that message was about how I should ghost because we don't have much time left. 15 at most. But when I was calculating that number, I realized that one of my sessions will be on my birthday!

I want to celebrate my birthday with you. I want you to be a good daddy and bring me a present and cake and sing me the song.

This will never happen, of course. Even my own parents don't do that for me. Ugh.

OK, I'm sitting here thinking about how sad this all sounds. Im actually crying. I'm going to ghost. I can't do this anymore with you. It's not you. I just didn't find you soon enough.

Daisy