he has cut maybe once or twice.

its so hard to hide from someone your so close to. it was easier when i was with my parents because i was hardly around the house and what would they be doing looking at my legs.

i want to tell him, cause we share so much of everything but i dont feel like i can. there wasnt any reasoning about it. if i show him he's going to think its his fault and he will be angry at me.

this is diffferent than before, i cant even think how long its been.

he was already mad enough at me when he came home and he could smell the liquor on my breath.

i dunno, i cant explain this to him. i'll just have to hide until its healed and the scars will all blend in in time.