t, i hope i can be centered and calm on Wednesday. because i want to talk about why i still come there, and how much of it is just because of my attachment to you. and i have to totally stop this weekly stuff. i'm glad you're taking the day off on your birthday since it falls on my normal day, so it'll be an easy transition back to every 2 weeks. I have to because 1) i'm out of money from my overtime now and 2) it makes me too damn attached.

I can't believe I haven't emailed you yet. And I won't, either.