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I mean , I was an anxious and sensitive child. colored everything with a black crayon , had ahedonia around 10. but I distinctly remember the world turning on me at 14. I felt like i was losing my mind, I didn't sleep and i felt like I needed to be committed. I was too ashamed so I found alcohol instead. first insanely euphoric episode at 17
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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