I get that urge. I have episodes where I get very irritable. I have never actually hit anyone. But sometimes it even happens in the supermarket if I am in one of those episdes and someone in front of me isn't moving fast enough-- I feel like jumping on them and shaking them and saying, HURRY UP. It often happens while driving, as well. Unfortunately I sometimes end up taking the anger our on some poor inanimate object. Once I wanted to smack the %#@&#! out of my pdoc so when I got in my car I trashed the inside of it-- threw CD cases, bottles of lotion, etc. Yes, I do have a lot of anger inside me.
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