Thank you both,
I am afraid of valporate since I have POS and it makes me naturally to gain more weight, and it is not for looking pretty or not, high weight with POS is a bomb of symptoms, it makes POS worse, and also, being physically slow by overweight, getting tired easily, possible sleep apnea... Will likely make me depressed and insomniac, so I would need lamictal and extra pill for sleep.
While lithium seems more weight neutral I am afraid of ''getting dull'' on it as many people describe it.
I see carbamazapine more benign ... but I don't have enough information.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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