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Originally Posted by Elio
Damm you. Why. Why am I so attached to you that I can't go 5 days without wanting to hear from you, contact you. Maybe you should tell me that I can't email you any more, maybe that would be better. Then the rule would be there, clearly spoken, and I can be the good girl and follow the rules. No, no you say it is ok to email you. But at the same time I feel every time I do, I am just showing you how messed up of person I am.
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I keep messaging my T too. Her boundary is that she'll never respond though she said she reads occasionally.
I doubt she reads every message and I've sent her so many.
Anyway, I hear you, Elio, on can't go five days without contacting T. I lasted two days this week and I just sent a bunch of messages while crying at work. Attachment can be SO painful.