Hi Deviosa

Unfortunately only a treating doctor would be able to make a definitive diagnosis for you... but certainly sounds like you could use some extra support. For those who feel alone, or simply wanting to reach out for a chat without judgement......this is the place. There are many good listeners here, we're a pretty good bunch.

Visiting the OCD Forums here may give you some insight, and some ideas on 'where to from here' https://forums.psychcentral.com/ocd-trichotillomania/

I have been an active member of this site for more than 3 years. In that time I have received some really constructive feedback and connected with several others with similar challenges to myself. I have also found hanging out in the Games Forums to be a welcome distraction in times of stress... a great way to clear my head, meet like minded others, and have some well needed fun. Also after 5 approved posts members have the option to join the chatrooms..or chat one on one with other members.

Should you have any questions on navigating this site, please don't hesitate to private message me or any of the other Community Liaisons who will be more than happy to help. Just click on the screen name above my avatar

Please be kind to yourself Deviosa, and welcome to P.C