I'm so crushed. I asked my T if there was anyway I could talk to herfor 5-10 minutes during the week she was off. She pretty much shot that down as gently as possible mentioning how she's going to be with family and stuff. I should have seen that coming, but I felt so blind-sided by it. Once again a reminder that as a client, I'm not that important when it comes down to it. When work is off, I am no longer a concern. Ouch...
So now I am actively wanting to push away. Cancel all sessions, say forget it. I don't ever really get a straight answer when we as a system mention concerns about being able to see her after the new year once practicum starts. I feel so abandoned and so lost. One of my little ones left her a message saying to just forget tomorrow's session, something has come up that is too hard to cope with and we don't want to deal with it. The pain is too much sometimes... And my little ones just get completely heart broken when they feel they've been pushed away...
I give...