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May 08, 2017, 10:09 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Posts: 8,406
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
I'm sorry you're having such a horrible time. Can you take off until you see your pdoc Wednesday? Please hold on. Help is on the way. Take it one breath and one step at a time. Vent here as much as you need to. Please be gentle with yourself and take care. Hugs coming your way.
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I wish I could take off, but if I'm not in the office they are going to push me out even faster than they are trying to right now.
Part of my depression feelings right now are because of the hostile situation at work right now. But I can't take off because that will give them ammunition to get rid of me.
I don't know what to do. I cannot do this much longer.
Seesaw
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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