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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
it's still not quite dawned on me that i'm living life
it still feels like this is just the simulated, practice run
(it's not, but that's what it feels like)
as for fear of living, I have a fear that i'm going to groww old to like 50 or 60, and have nothing to show for my life at all- and that everything will be wasted
and I see it happening in front of me right now.
please just let this be the simulated run...
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Yes, I see it happening in front of me as well. When I was in my twenties I had this persistent fear that I'll get to be thirty-something and I will have realised that I'd wasted my time...And now here I am...But maybe it's still possible to change this?
Or is this just a thought, and we are actually living the best way we can.