Dear T,

i sometimes wonder what it is that you see in me?
you keep telling me that I can do this, that i can pull through the pits of despair, whenever I'm desperate and close to giving up. And you seem to really mean it. Which i find intriguing.
And then you said, that maybe for now it could be enough to let just you believe in me. And to let this carry me until i find the faith in myself again.
I'm quite scared. And yet it was good to hear your words.

cr.