I'm sorry for hijacking the thread with my seeming negativity. I simply wish to share another side of the coin that is rarely allowed to be expressed. Even on atheists boards I've been attacked for my belief so atheists are azzholes too, not just me. I think if I went to a church and told them of my experiences they would tell me I'm not mentally ill. Part of me could really go for that right now and it's very tempting for me to talk to church elders right now. I may even join a liberal Mormon church as Mormons have always given me good feelz. My Baptist friend gets a chuckle out of this as she thinks the Mormons are nuts. Praying is something I recommend.....I've gotten some very specific things from prayer and there is no explanation other than I was heard. Now I'm starting to think my delusions aren't delusions again.....I'm psychic ......it's a slippery slope.