So far so good at family dinner. Feeling anxious and lonely since no one has talked to me...theres only 7 people but its loud...

EDIT:

The loudness toned down and now my brother and his gf are sitting quietly together alone in another room and my mom is cooking up the noodles for the spaghetti...this is going much better than I expected. My grandparents have been talking to me about my new job, and my mom, grandma, and I have split two bottles of wine between the three of us, so now I feel a bit more relaxed.